Thursday, November 24, 2005

so long din write liao.... lots to say and lots to write.... type.... bla bla bla....
time is stil lik rushing me.... and my future is once again.... being tilted by somebody's saying... it's tilting and tilting... i wanna it to stop.... pls! brin me to my future str away.... tis is no good....
:(
haix...... pls stop....

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genie_ng out
@ |1:15 AM|
Saturday, November 19, 2005

before saying all again.... wanna haha tell u al... haha no matter how hungry u ar or watever.... dun dun dun eat or drink toothpaste..... :p me ah... today swallow toothpaste .... whn rinsing my teeth..... haha all the water gush too fast, all swallow..... with the toothpaste sia.... omg.... thn at first okie..... whn reach sch suddenly omg stomachache tilll wanna die.... visit the toilet 3 times ne..... haha
okie time to heave everything out...... there s the prefect camp coming.... the dance exam there..... waiting..... the dance prac frm both sides..... hanging.... the time schedule crush even more cham than traffic jam..... cun help it..... dun lik it.... cun stop it.... haix.... no choice.... stil the same old sentence.... faster after next yr..... wanna my future to start so much anew and goodly from tat time onwards..... next yr will b rushng and rushing....... hope i can bear and hope i can endure ne....
thx all frens tat care of me and giv me courage and ya.... :)

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genie_ng out
@ |12:49 AM|
Monday, November 14, 2005

i m so happy..... today really found a "gui ren" haha.... an artist.... ya..... i really see him as an artist.... he is an unpopular artist, but he draws really verynicely and ya.... so impressed.... i m honoured to be his youngest student... :P
stil very busy... and haha going to corrupt any moment..... but hav been controling.... so ya.... jus let it be bah...... it will b over de.... jeanne..... knowing tat many haven given up me... noe tat many stil cares.... tis is the best coax already... thanks everyone.....
noe the new spreading for the tarot card.... hey..... todany suan with my cousin... ya... i really hav the way the path for art in the future.... i hav to wk hard... and ya....

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genie_ng out
@ |1:16 AM|
Thursday, November 10, 2005

time to get started? i dun fel at al to.... haix.... dunno wat to do.... dunno how i can help myself.... things are changing changing and turning twisting.... nth seems jus so simple.... nth is jus so.... smooth....
believing in myself sudenly seems jus so hard..... believing others seems... impossible.... haix..... dunno wat i wanna....

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genie_ng out
@ |11:44 PM|

u ll nv noe wat ll hapen until it really happen... dun b so sad til u really noe wat ll it be....
i dunno wat i m doing now le.... and duno how i can.... lik live a happier life for now? loking at my schedule onli... let me cried every night to slp.... haix.... i wanna do so much.... yet.... i hav no the time..... and dun wanna waste anyone de time... neither to frustrate anyone....
the tarots... they ar lik the little genie in my genie heart....
sometimes... human jus hav to smile.... fooly..... as in.... smile to him/her self...thn... it ll make one fel better.....

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genie_ng out
@ |12:11 AM|
Monday, November 07, 2005

dunno wat to say.... all these activities.... are making me.... lose my frens...... ar making me... corrpting.... are making me.... finding no interests in any things.... everything is going the wrong path.... the world is not as simple as ya.... encountering so much prob... yet... no body understands..... no ones knows....
correct i think.... genie in the botttle is jus right for me.... it is the best descriptioin le.... nobody knows... wat i had struggled... in the bottle... helpless.... and lost.... nth i can did to make myself happier....

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genie_ng out
@ |10:50 PM|
Sunday, November 06, 2005

still having a hard time... organising my time.... today actually wanna go nlb to borrow some books regarding prefect camp games....worx... for a new hand lik me... it does was tough.... haix.... but ya... everything has it beginning.... i dun help it... it is oso a way to learn.... ya.....
still imaginging my future.... but the mor i go deeper in the thoughts of my future, the more... ya.... restless helpless and impatient to reach there.... i will hav lots of choices of jobs which i can do... but .... hmm... dunno.... stil wondering..... i fel scare... i dun fel lik studying tell me how to survive these bridging course and the dunno how many hundreds days coming.....
the tarots.... they scare me to death but pull me to safe.... i believe thm.... they din bluff me.... they helped me along... they guded me... i dunno whether or not to ya... believe it as if it is my life.... or should i jus.... ya.... take it and leave it......

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genie_ng out
@ |11:36 PM|
Thursday, November 03, 2005

yest... had the 2nd eye surgery liao... haix.... but haha got improvement, i din cry ye.....
hmm... today is holi too.... actually is holi already, but for our sch, sec3 stil got bridging course ne..... haix.....
today got prefect meeting de... but cuz of the eye... hai yo.... cannot go... jus giv thm the ideas i had and go liao.... fel so.... haix.... y tis eye brin me so much prob ne..... wa... i yest night slp for so long ne....

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genie_ng out
@ |11:51 PM|