My WoRlD

*the keeper*

# GeNiE
# 16 yr old

*loves *

# sleep & dream
# draw & paint

# dancing &write stories

# play piano and lots more

*wishlist *

:: b in my world... ::
:: to the life after o level... ::

Friday, December 09, 2005

haix.... yest... in sgh.... cried till lik dunno wat..... why m i such a crybaby.... the more i cry...... the more the person i c will b worried...... tat s why i kep dun wanna visit her in the hospital.... i scare i ll cry.... the sight i lok at her.... :( but things still turn up so..... i step into the rm.... i saw her, she lok at me i hold her hand i call her, she slowly wipe her eye, the din tok, i oso din tok, my face screwed, and turn and go to cry at the side..... i dunno wat is it tat s wrong with my crybaby emotional charateristic.... god mother, is so healthy all the while since she tak care of me.... now she is lying there, with the irritating cancer lying on her.... she is so care so gd a person she is..... she is the most healthy person i c, yet because of the genes.....
whn i get back to her side 2nd time..... i tried to smile.... i smile to her, cuz i wana her to c me smile and not my teary face..... but..... the more i smile..... the more she start to tok..... the more she say to me.... the more my smile become awkward the more i start to cry the more the tears drop the more i cun tok..... the more i wanna go out to cry..... i cun stop my tears, whn she tell me to sit down there i go there, thn go out of the rm to cry...... haix.... wats wrong..... and the things she say to me........... pls.... o pls save her.....
the 3rd time i went in.... is to say gd bye i gtg go off for dance.... i m in a stage of a darm person.... cannot tok..... saw her.... i silent.... she say go dance bah.... i nod my head.... i tell her jian qiang..... but the one tat is suppose to jian qiang is me..... yet i din.....
tat is why i wanna go and see her badly..... but i m avoiding every chance to c her.... as i m so much afraid.... tis ll happen.... a teary scene... ll make her fel even worse..... but.... gan ma..... u really mus get well.... genie...... genie here....... grant u.... u ll recover de..... jia you....

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